Monthly Archives: March 2010

lately, i’ve noticed that some of my friends don’t hang out with me anymore or as much as they used to when i was still single. part of it has to do with me because i have been lost in … Continue reading →

you know what i noticed lately, e is really good about listening to me and catering to me in the most subtle ways. the other day, i teased him about not returning my e-mails. he said that when he is … Continue reading →

last week, e said to me that it was time for me to meet sam properly. he said that i am a very important part of his life,  so he wants me to meet sam who is also someone really … Continue reading →

a couple of co-workers of mine and i had a major HR no-no conversation at lunch. what would i as a woman think is worse, my hypothetical husband cheating on me with a female prostitute or a male one? my … Continue reading →

last night was st. paddy’s night and what a fucking amazing night it was!!! e and i met up for dinner at the sears fine food restaurant in sf. i got lucky and won a free meal there, so we … Continue reading →

everyone falls in love at a different pace. i am aware of this fact down to the core of me, but there’s this lingering thought that if two people are truly meant to be, they just know it in their … Continue reading →

jealousy is a symptom of insecurity. i know this, i really do. ugh! e just texted me, “hey, baby!” i asked him, “what’s going on, sweetie?!” “not much. i’m getting a quick bite with sam. will be home around 11pm.” … Continue reading →

last night, i went to see my first burlesque show. it was so much fun! i watched a documentary recently called “a wink and a smile” about a growing seattle burlesque troupe and it followed a class of ten women … Continue reading →

corey “lucas” haim is dead. wtf?! he was probably the first uber nerd i fell in love with growing up in the valley. i was eleven years old. i didn’t get to go the theaters very often, so this was … Continue reading →

e and i are ok now. we are taking things slowly and enjoying our time together again. it feels good…so good that i think it’s been extra beneficial for our sex life as well. for the past 3 months, e … Continue reading →

when i saw e for the first time since my emotional breakdown last saturday, i felt my heart leap up like a puppy happy to see her best friend returning from school, recognizing the smile and dimples i tried so … Continue reading →

you know when the pain is so deep and intense, your body goes completely numb? yeah, that’s how my heart feels at the moment. i was filled with so many emotions, heartaches from past loves, and my own father’s disapproval … Continue reading →