geeze, back when i was 10, i imagined by now i’d be married with 3 beautiful children and a thriving medical practice. fastforward twenty-plus years, life didn’t turn out so perfectly for me. no marriage, not even a ltr in sight let alone a decent date these days, it’s just me and my new pink [...]
Entries from June 2008
June 23, 2008
i hurt too much inside…
i’m struggling with trying to keep my memories of andy sweet and loving in my mind and heart. now that i don’t see him and that we are no longer friends, i find that when i pass by certain neighborhoods, shops, movies and songs related to him, my heart dies a little. there’s this huge [...]
June 13, 2008
“up the butt” girl…not me!
ok, i’m curious to know what the fuck anal sex is all about, but the actual act kinda grosses me out. i mean, that’s where poo comes out. that can’t be good? there are times i walk into a public restroom and want to yak at the smell. i just can’t imagine that being a [...]
June 2, 2008
69 or bust…
ok, so i just realized that my last entry was my 69th blog entry, which made me sad cuz if i had realized that before, i would have written this entry in its place. ;p
ok, so can i tell you something? i absolutely love, love, love the idea of 69, but i suck at it [...]
June 2, 2008
crush my heart…please
i was hit with a thought today. andy kept using the fact that since i’ve had crushes on one particular guy for years or way beyond a reasonable time (aka the guy is with someone, the guy is gay, the guy doesn’t know i even exist,…you fill in the blank) that i might not be [...]
