i’ll never be that girl…

i wish i were that girl…
that girl who wakes up in the morning perfectly lovely
that girl who everyone falls in love with instantaneously wherever she goes
that girl who falls in love but also knows when it’s time to walk away
that girl who has the career of her dreams
that girl who had a fun, carefree childhood
that [...]

thoughts about fucking you…

lately, i’ve been thinking about fucking someone…surprise, it isn’t andy?! it isn’t really one person in particular either…i think i’m just starving for human touch, to be held in the arms of someone i love, and kisses…oh, yes, sweet, delicious kisses.
sadly right now, there isn’t someone to spoon me. so i start fantasizing while i’m [...]

life sucks and not in a good way…

i’m very sorry that i haven’t been blogging lately…
andy recently told me he can’t be friends with me right now…
my older sister is dealing with her cheating husband right now…
my dad is threatening to leave my mom if she doesn’t stop crying about my older sister’s divorce right now…
my younger sister is getting ready to [...]