Entries from February 2008

February 29, 2008

my love wish list…

i was recently reading this book, “date like a man,” the first exercise was to list whatever i wanted as honestly and specifically as i could.  it was kind of weird in the beginning cuz of course, i started describing andy, but as i got more into it, i just let my heart desire what [...]

February 27, 2008

i’ve got penis curiosity…

ok, so of the dozen or so guys i’ve been with and whose cocks i’ve sucked on or rubbed just right and even fucked, i have only been with one guy who was uncircumcised. from hearing about circumcision taking away from a man’s full sexual pleasure, i was very excited to see what this [...]

February 26, 2008

bisexuality: the cock and the pussy…

so i started e-mailing with this really interesting, smart, funny and attractive man a couple of weeks ago. all was going wonderfully until he confessed that he was bisexual.
at first, i was immensely intrigued about learning the differences of being with men and women sexually from someone who actually had experience on both sides [...]

February 20, 2008

where do all the nice guys hang out???

last night, i was talking to my roommate who is also a very sexy-cute catch and very single, about how hard it is to meet a nice guy in sf who’s single and ready for a ltr. so we made a new resolution to find true love this year by devising a plan to [...]

February 15, 2008

i hate myspace and yelp!!!

can i tell you how much i hate myspace, yelp, and i guess the whole social network phenomenon in general?!!!  they prey on the ocd, jealous, & psycho stalker girl  in me…and this is NOT the girl i want to be…
1. myspace – i’ve been checking andy’s myspace account on and off and making up [...]

February 12, 2008

top 10 things i’d like to do someday…revisited

10. complete an olympic triathlon — i’ve run a few marathons and own a bike & wetsuit, but am a little wary and undisciplined in the actual training.
9. learn to speak french. — paris was the first place in the world that i felt truly beautiful surrounded by such lovely architecture, ambience, and culture. i [...]

February 8, 2008

fuck valentine’s day…

 
when i was a little girl, i absolutely adored valentine’s day. i’d make red and pink hearts all glued with doilies and glitter for all of my friends and that one special boy whom i had a puppy love crush on that year. as i got older, it slowly but surely became a day of [...]

February 7, 2008

happy new rat year!!!

the golden pig year wasn’t really that golden for me, so here’s hoping that the rat year fares better for me!!!
a brand new start with no mistakes in it…yet!  and since to error is human, let’s hope the mistakes i make in the new year won’t be so heart-breaking.
here’s wishing you a wonderful new year [...]

February 6, 2008

day 8 of an andyless life…

geeze, you’d seriously think i was a recovering drug addict.  i am going through major andy withdrawal symptoms.  i’ve been taking sleeping pills for a week now, just to stop the unhealthy thoughts running around in my head: what’s andy doing? what’s he thinking? is he dating? is he fucking someone right now? does he [...]