a love letter unsent…

i bumped into andy this morning by chance, and told him a brief summary of why i can’t see him for awhile.  he said he understood and hoped that we could be friends in the future…i feel like i lost my best friend in all the world.
this is the letter i didn’t send him last [...]

good-bye, andy…i still love you…always will

ok, so i’m back to square one…
i’m still in love with andy…i know it’s ridiculous!  i wrote him a letter the other day, basically telling him that i still have feelings for him, but also prefaced how much i value our friendship.  instead of acknowledging my deeper feelings for him, he thanked me for the [...]

good-bye fuck-ups, hello possibilities…

i wish this year to find myself and love who i am…
i wish this year to make more films and write more stories…and continue to laugh at my blog…
i wish this year to spend more time with family and friends…and to make some new ones along the way…
i wish this year to travel somewhere i’ve never been before and then [...]