michael e-mailed me yesterday telling me the reason why he’s breaking up with me was that it was a mistake the first time he slept with me and he thought maybe he’d eventually feel something more romantic with time, but realized that he didn’t. he literally and heartlessly wrote that all it amounted [...]
Entries from December 2007
December 27, 2007
what the fuck?!
michael broke up with me over the phone last night, just as i was returning from a less than merry christmas at home, knowing my sister was dealing with a possible divorce. i can’t even wrap my head around this because i feel like someone has punched in the eye just as i was turning [...]
December 26, 2007
curiosity killed the pussy…
do people cheat because ltr sex loses its excitement and curiosity kills the pussy? my longest relationship has been 5 months, and that wasn’t due to my lack of trying to have a longer relationship. my british work visa expired, and i had to return to the states. of course, i really can’t imagine myself married to [...]
December 25, 2007
no more happily ever afters…
i used to believe in fairytales, but the more i live and see the “happily ever afters” all around me, i realize they are only happily ever for a little while until something better comes up or until someone wakes up and realizes it was all just a dream.
in the past 20 years, there have [...]
December 13, 2007
pda…yay or nay?…kiss me!
last night, my birthday was more perfect than i could have ever imagined! michael, my current beau extraordinaire came by my office with a beautiful bouquet of red tulips! it’s kinda funny, deep down inside, i was hoping secretly that he’d get me flowers. maybe it’s cliche, but it is still a romantic gesture! and [...]
December 12, 2007
sex is where it all began…happy birthday to me!
it’s funny to think that my parents actually have had sex, with each other to be precise, today’s my birthday! (happy birthday to me!!!) unless my mother is the virgin mary or egad! i’m adopted, my dad who is handsome but the most nonsexual (think buddhist monk in the remote mountains of wherever hermits live) [...]
December 7, 2007
hpv happens…
hey, i’m sorry i’ve been quiet on the blog front. i guess i’ve been dealing with a shitty diagnosis at my last pap smear. it came back abnormal and i also tested positive for hpv (human papillomavirus). it’s one of the most common sexually-transmitted viruses around, the stats are like 80% of [...]
