an asexual life…

i have a friend who is asexual.  he is 26 years old and has never had sex.  he says he just doesn’t feel what most people would call “sexual attraction or urges” for anyone.  when he watched porn, it didn’t arouse him, rather it was like watching a national geographic documentary on the mating rituals [...]

fuck my stomach!!!

the other day, i told a friend of mine that sometimes i go through long — i mean fucking long ass, desert-esque — periods of no sex let alone finding true love (i’m still not sure if i’ve ever found it)…
that like a starving person entering a restaurant, i take one look at the menu [...]

girls who squirt & guys who love it…

ok, so we all know guys ejaculate…it’s kind of a given. although i did hear from a guy friend that a guy can orgasm without ejaculating, but haven’t been with anyone personally who hasn’t ejaculated yet? i’m not sure why one would?
but female ejaculation is a whole different story…i can’t tell you how [...]

the survival of the unfittest…

i want to have children someday, but lately, i’m starting to feel like that ship is sailing away.  it breaks my heart because i know i’d be a great mom and have so much to teach my child(ren) and have so much to learn from my child(ren) as well, but then again, maybe it’s nature’s [...]

wishing on a star…

walking into work today, i realized my sense of reality is a bit warped…
i still believe in fairytales, make wishes on the first star i see at night, throw coins into fountains, treat others with honesty and kindness, believe that most people are essentially all good, and true love does exist…
i sometimes wish i wasn’t [...]

i’m so fucking tired of kissing frogs…

long time no write, i know…i got lost in lala land…well, after the recent personal ad i put up on craigslist, i got extra excited because there were so many wonderful guys whom i thought fit what my heart was seeking…well, i don’t know if i’m just asking for too much or i’m just too [...]